i love food.

Thursday, July 28, 2005

My head is spinning,
My feet are planted firmly on the ground,
But still my world is upside down.

My heart races,
My knees go weak,
My breathing quickens.

Time stops as you pass by,
My voice catches in my throat,
I’m unable to move.

Your smile fills me,
Your eyes leave me breath-less,
And yet I’m powerless to your touch,

To see you every day,
Was enough,
But now my love for you is like trying to cup water in my hands,
It’s seeping through.

You loving me,
Is like flying without wings,
Impossible.

When you laugh,
I feel weak,
I’m defenseless against you,
And it’s all ‘cause I love you.

Now I sit at home,
Alone,
Your picture on my lap,
As silent tears fall down my face.

Day-by-Day you pass by me,
As if I don’t exist,
To you I am invisible.

SO NICE LOR!

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

i want to go to presbyterian ladies college. I WANT TO GO. or st paul's school for girls but that's a middle school. uh, something like thatla. and ANTM is the COOLEST show. NAIMA IS SOOO CUTE. and i like lluvy too! she's like abnormally cute! :D did i say i detest being in STC? sigh. bye bye.

Monday, July 25, 2005

WHOOSH.

fucking pigs. anyway, i'm happy. i went to town today then i felt really dteh. cos i went out with 2 people who are in blissfully in love. and you know thruout the lunch they were messaginng talking about their "love life" which made me feel funny la. actually odd la. anyway there's antm on tv now.

it doesnt matter if i will never have a place in your heart, but i just want to let you know that you will always have a place in my heart.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

necessary.

i love you and i think you show know.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

severed

i'm really tired.

YOU MOTHERFUCKER YOU'RE A FUCKING COWARD. FUCK OFF BITCH.

chronic.

my endeavours.

whatever it is, bitch i love you.